fade awaee starr

sianED

2005-05-12T03:15:00.000-07:00

wa sian so long nv post liaoo

stewpid sias 2dae exam over liaoo . as in iits stewpid cirs im gonna fail all . ahhhh hate life .

hey lollipop ngiee . i wan my lolli . haahas.

lurve lurve ..

hated

2005-04-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

he hates mie . kwan hates mie . my angel hates mie . i murst hate myself curs im now running a kold . woah ..! great . jurst great .

afta went make ic went catch movie wif dick nis cat juan n star 2dae . ad least dis movie made a whole load of sense . haahas. nort like de others so scary n sum so lame . wadeverr .

im gonna cry agean . i hate iit . but i knt help iit . i jurst knt ok . iit jurst cums flowing down . saddening . dear khy hong gonna fly off t england soon next week or 2 . arnd dere bahs. tml iz de last dae im gonna c hiim curs he's nort like allowed out or smth curs his mother's cuming t town n he gotta show her abt . so im gonna haf t go t sentosa agean tml or i'L nv c hiim agean . haiz .. 2e1 . my 2e1 . my dearest 2e1 . we'r one short . we'r nort gonna b de same no more . dearest fren ; i wil miss eu . in fact i olreadi du .

listening t planet shakers cd now . sze yeong n jun yong lent diff cds t mie . yayy . so gud . take my mind off de sadness in my life fer a minute . a moments grace . deeeeep breathhhh .

im being hated . i hate de feeling . tok t mie no more . unless eu promise nort t hurt mie agean . dis iz nort de protection i intended .

eu hate mie ; eu hurt mie .

lost

2005-03-22T05:24:00.000-08:00

make mie smile agean .
b dat person i once knew ; iMu .

planet shakers

2005-03-18T23:32:00.000-08:00

went fer de planet shakers concert . so kool kan like havoc siax inside knt even hear myself toking . haahas. iits like last minute go de still quite fun larrhx . go in hear dem sing song plae de drums dead kool . lolls. den went out buy ting eat n drink .

aiyooh chua sick . den was like lying on de floor larrhx . den gort one person cum n pray fer hiim . so kute kan . wahahaas.

my hair smells of smoke .

blah

2005-03-12T06:18:00.000-08:00

iits onli been a week n i feel so ummx . guai . izit hiim or izzit mie . i dunno . hu kares . my results sark aniwae . like nearli all fail . my gawd . vis pass ALL kann . scare mie . haahas. ya la ya la . smart ppl r lidatt . lolls. nxt term gotta studi like freak nerd liaoo . i hope .

oyea . ytd was carmen's burfdae . opps. i nearli fergott . boo . gotta get a prezziee n quickk . lolls.

iits like dis month grt like more den 20 ppl i noe de burfdae kann . waa kan die . dunno how mani prezzie liaoo . haahas. xiaodear burfdae same as mine . dats wae kool kann . muackk . i lurve eu .

waiting fer kwannie t cum online . cao sianx . oyea ytd he wasnt dat mean . he said gud nitey . haahas. dats soo unmean of eu kwannie . lolls. he stil dun wan tel mie wads s2 . lolls. tell tell tell . quickky .

boo !

2005-03-08T17:00:00.000-08:00

kwannie 2dAe sick arrx ? eu ok marrx . i tot eu kidding onli leiix . ok dun disturb eu liaoo . haahas. uMmx wad t sae leiix . sayang sayang . lolls. get well soon kkaex . kwannie i beat eu in art . ha ! by one mark onli . aniwae eu gort t b de clowny kwannie . haahas.

oyes iits dizzie's burfdae tml . woahh . guess wad . jurst now ask dick go n die . opps. paiseii i was jokinggg !! gud ting he nort petty . haahas. i love eu !

Mirages of wad i wish t c
Eternal flame bearing eu n mie
Lovin my dear sets mie free
Haterd has vanished thru eternity
Adoration of my hart n soul
Reaching out deres ur hand t hold
reasure more priceless den diamonds r
Decidin fer eu i'L go dat far
Infatuation makes mie lurve eu
Couldn eu jurst lurve mie tuu

lurve eu

2005-03-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

I look intu ur eyes so bryte
L uring mie t eu 2nyte
O n de verge of giving in
V anished my fear frm deep within
E verting else doesn matta t mie
D eclaring wif eu i wish t b
I v nv met a boi dis fine
C harmed wun eu b mine
K ant du aniting but wait
S tunned by dis feeling so great
O nli eu made mie feel dis wae
N ow anticipating dat veh dae

i shuld change iit larrhx . haahas. curs . eu noe u noe . i noe eu noe . ok crap . BOO ! i lurve eu .

dance works

2005-03-06T20:42:00.000-08:00

OK ! iits like dance work sarks . curs i took part in iit . haahas. n obviousliee we LOST . hear iit agean LLLLOOOOSSSSTTTT . jurst great so damn paiseii kann . de costume iis like damn shiit larrhx . haahas. n den de gary hu so made mie look positivliee NICE saw mie n burst of luffing kann . i ad dere like . WADD ? haahas. so damn farni larrhx . ji dao bth .

went plae pool agean . ok iits like nis n cat plae onli larrhx . den saw shah wif loyang . lolls. dey gort intu top 8 . so kool kann . i so glad iits nort unity hu won . haahas. iif nort i damn jealous siax . dey win everi ting . haahas. buthen dey dance damn nice so i was wondering wy dey nv win .

n iits like he n kwannie fergortt t wish mie gud luck kann . so bad . kwannie eu'r meannn . haahas. i fergv n fergett wad bad n mean tings ppl du t mie . but fer ur case iz diff i fergv but dun fergt . curs eu'r nort a person . eu'r my teddie . wahahaas . sorriee .

aniwae he went visit grandma agean . n iits like i nv c hiim fer like uMmx . 40hours liaoo larrhx . iits kinda kool . so long . nvm a few more hours tml kan c liaoo . haahas.

i love eu

2005-03-05T10:00:00.000-08:00

went t watch 2 movies ytd . den inside i nearli lost de angel he gave mie . so damn scared kann . woah heng siax . nxt t mie nia . haahas.

now toking t kwannie curs deres no one else onli . tuition starting in a minutes tym . iits like so sian larrhx . lataa i gotta go loyang fer dance tuu . curs tml iz dance works liaoo . shitt i lost my costume . dis iz real SHIT !

aniwae . i lurve hiim .

haahas. he's mine .

sian

2005-02-28T07:40:00.000-08:00

iits like in an hour i rote 2 compo larrhx . so mani damn pages n i din complete iit . so suay kann . n eng iz suppose t score mie marks . how kan dis shiit b happening t mie .

came late fer physics . den heng taking ma paper den so long den gimme . i started 10mins late . ahhh . pekchek . n how was i t noe everione arnd mie was koping n ad dere gong gong kip stressing n duing .

kan eu belief iit 2dae exam dae still gort dance . den gotta buy socks fer dance n paint de mask fer dance tuu . waa . i gonna pengx soon liaoo . kann die leiix . so mani tings t du . n dis song im hearing makes mie feel so sad . whers ma hug ? ...

he din gif mie hiis angel as he said he wuld . well wad sulb i expect frm a person like hiim . SAD ! baobeiix er zi i nid t tok t eu . wy arent eu online .

tell mie dat cat's rong n wad i wish t tink iz ryte . i wun ask fer aniting more . ying wei wohao ai hao ai ni .

studii

2005-02-26T20:31:00.000-08:00

waa 2dae gotta chiong . as in studii . lolls. n i gort anada er zi . bryan !! haahas.

afta tuition vis came teach mie physics n maths . haahas. wad siax . he's like damn smart larrhx . buthen tuu bad i tink i din get aniting intu ma head still . ahhh . im trying kann . dunno we move how mani tables . ok 3 onli . haahas. frm here tu dere n dere n dere . lolls. den iit RAINED . haahas. even beta .gud ting we under de shelter liaoo . haahas. den de barbecue dere ji dao pengs larrhx . aiyahh . tuu bad oso nort ma prob . buthen poor shem gort wet ? lolls. dunno leiix .

den de vis iz like gawdamn farni larrhx . ad dere use de chairr swing here swing dere den wan try smack mie . den saw dog den ask mie go kall iit . haahas. hiis face damn comic kann . lolls. n im like veh hungwee so i ask hiim buy mie food curs i nv bring money down . haahas.

kalled kwanniee .
msged dick .
vis left .
lolls.

OK BYE !

i lurve hiim

2005-02-26T11:47:00.000-08:00

your face
iz all i kan c
n i wonder
du eu tink of mie

as each dae passes
fading further apart
im lost in dis lurve
eu'v stolen ma hart

gazing ad de sky
mesmerised by stars
i'd du aniting fer eu
i'd go dat far

eu'r ma everiting
ma one ma all
iif lurve culd b measured
i'd hart eu muach more

lurve aint a crime
but iit hurts real bad
makes mie feel so broken
so torn , iits sad

but iif tings culd change
i onli wan eu
briten up ma life
everitym im blue

dun eu understand
eu'r ma britest lite
lead mie thruout
de darkest of nites

stand by mie
aint curs eu'r tll
curs eu'r ma prince
dun make mie fall

even iif i du
pick mie up agean
i nid ur comfort
shield mie frm pain

i'd b a dear
nv letting eu down
promise now n fereverr
til tym turns arnd

make mie wanna dance
dat wae eu look ad mie
ma eyes r blinded
filled wif insainity

r eu ma angel
sent frm above
wishing fer eu
t b ma onli lurve

ma mind draws a blank
staring intu ur eyes
shimmering shinning
i kan onli sigh

eu'r like a magnet
iit knt b true
but im drawing kloser
im addicted t eu

i go t sleep ad nyte
dreaming of eu n mie
but onli eu culd make iit a dream cum true
wishing wif all ma hart pls let iit b

yayy

2005-02-25T22:42:00.000-08:00

jurst now saw johan . gort police case agean . haahas. dunno wad he du . like punch a guy n all hiis front teeth came out ? wahahas . wad shiit iz dat ? either dat guy de teeth tuu weak or johan's real strong . i make maself tink iits neither . haahas.

i miss kwannie . lalalallaa .. msg lataa . haahas. ad nyte . or in de morning . dunno .

now everione noes boutt kenny n bendat ting lerrx . iits like so lame kann . nvm . dey settle demself . lataa i middle person damn suay siax . damn stewpid . no one i de ryte mind wuld go n b middle person . haahas.

iits like im so gawdamn hehpi kann . ahhHhh . i lurve hiim . haahas.

dis pinky dae
i lurve eu i lurve eu i lurve eu .

dis pinky dae
i miss eu i miss eu i miss eu .

dis pinky dae
i wan eu i wan eu i wan eu .

I LURVE HIIM =D

dulan

2005-02-22T17:18:00.000-08:00

2dae make nis dulan . errmm sorriee gerl . i lurve eu larrhx kkaex . haahas. will nort argue curs of one stewpid guy . ahem* de stewpid change t kute kann . yeaaa . muahahaas.

n dat kwannie . SO HATE hiim ! no nort hiim . iits EU ! iits nort eu larrhx . shaddup .

crap .

x country

2005-02-18T22:13:00.000-08:00

waa i knt run larrhx . i shall walk wif juan nis n tehxin . haahas. cat's gonna run though . she's mad . lalalaa . weii kwannie how du eu expect t take de pic wen we arriving ad diff starting points n ad diff tym siax . haahas. kwannie kwannie kwannie =)

morning i tell ma l'il secret t rosie . heehes. dick was like tell mie tell mie n ben said * iit murst b sumting bout dick * lolls. eu n mie here no iit aint aniwher klose . so i said * yepx . dick so veh kute larrhx . * haahas.

lataa gonna mit cat dey all liaoo . chaoz furz kkaex . buaibuaiix . oyea cow make mie change ma dp . ahhhhh . so badd . hmffphx . i taidu eu !

punkid wun eu rawk ma world
i lurve eu so
b ma dear
b ma darling
b ma babiee

crapp

2005-02-15T15:32:00.000-08:00

crapp kann . nahar earli in de morning go hit dick face wif hiis stewpid file den dunno wad happen t dick . lamm shiit . iif he tml throw ma tings wen he checking ma bag i gonna smack hiim man . i mean wher gort teacher behave lidat de ryt . pls lorrx . since he bcame de dm de whole sku like h8ing hiim . aiyahh shaddup larrhx .

valentine

2005-02-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

he was ma valentine last year .

but dis year i wanted eu . i wanted jurst one ting . but maybiee iit was tuu big . i gort a rose hoping iit was frm eu . looking arnd eu werent even dere fer mie . but i still lurve eu =)

hehpi hehpi valentine's dae tuu eu . lonley valentine's dae t mie n nis . haahas. i lurve eu tuu bytch curs eu gave mie dae kiss n dun eu jurst lurve mie ? lolls.

cards

2005-02-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

came t anada conclusion dat plaeing cards iz ok . but gambling iz so nort ok . haahas. i lost like 10bucks on fridae n 5o over bucks ytd . WAD SIAX !?

went t cat's pri sku frenz hse den plaed a new game dunno wad . smth like blackjack . wadeverr . den plae plae plae all ma money gone . waa . ad dere ji dao pek chek .

den went bedok dunno du wad den went orchard curs heard he dick was ad lido wif hiis GERL cousins . so we went cini nort disturb hiim . haahas . buthen cini no show de so in de end went lido . din mit hiim dere so afta de show went home lorx .

den heard frm hiim sae rocky sae hiim flirt n look down on NA . furzliee iits like . he gort looks so he kan flirt wad nort happie arx but i actual fact iz he nv larrhx . n he wher gprt look down on NA ppl . he was once frm dere wad . even iif he was wy wuld he b wif bryan dey all still ryte ?

dun lame kann .

escape plan

2005-02-11T07:39:00.000-08:00

our escape plan ! lolls. in de morning went t sku . den second period pon wif cat n nis . haahas.

we dragged a chair frm de bball court n cat tried t climb n failed miserabliee . zao geng till siaoo larrhx . den gort one woman ad dere shouting * aye wad eu doing * haahas . damn lame .

den went mit guanwei . 4 of us went bedok eat den went bugis onli t find out dat de pathetic shops werent open . so went plaza sing put FAKE tattoo . haahas . stressing dat iits kinda nice . lolls. wan c ? LOL !

den mie n nis went dick hse . i tot iz CIGAR road lorrx . how i noe siax . den he sae iits SEAGULL road . waa ji dao pengx . lolls. we reached b4 hiim sum more .

10 of us ad hiis hse plae cards . lolls. lost dunno how muach kann . waa . pekchek . haahas. so he came help* mie . ahem . help . din win muach aniwae . lost more . wahahaas . oyesss . i bet he doesnt noe wad i took frm hiis hse . haahas .. sssshh . secrett kkaex ? * grin *

left hiis hse ad 6 plus den went john hse fer dinner . lolls. dats all bahh . i lurve eu . heex . so so so muachhh !

visiting

2005-02-09T20:34:00.000-08:00

so sian cann . iits like whole dae travelling arnd singapore . frm tamp t woodlands t bedok t jurong or whereverr . lolls. but de onli gud ting iiz dat i gort t msg n recieve ang paos !! wahahahas .

kann eu belief msging de same person fer from afternoon t midnyte ? lolls. i didd . hMmx . wad iif a person told eu dat eu'r kute n farni . eu'd tink eu were a clown ryte ? haahas . dats wad i tot . like so lame kann .

i was watching dis ghost show .n i was holding a book . suddenli i looked ad de tele n was like . ji dao shock larrhx . de ghost sudden appear den de face GREEN kann . so er xin den i scream n de book i was holding flew ryte t de dinning room . haahas . damn farni kann . hart pumping till damn fast . sorriee !

last nyte culdn sleep till like 3 ? n was toking t stoney halfwae den fone no batt den i was like tinking wy he so quiet . den i realised dat my fone gone dead . haahas . sibei lame den like toking t myself lorrx . madness .

ive gort my valentine liaoo . instead of gerls . haahas . kwannie ! lolls. hehpi hehpi valentines dae t mie . errrr . sorriee . haven even cum yet . wahahaas .

cny

2005-02-08T15:49:00.000-08:00

2dae cny leiix . izzit ? err . haahas . suai bian larrhx . den gortta reach skool ad 630 fer dance . lolls. so scariee siax mie melissa darling n vonne dance . curs cat last minute bck outt . err . damn bad ryte . haahas . blehx =)

den dick sit ryte in front lorrx . den wen i saw hiim i ji dao pengx den du rong step . haahas . waa . sibeii paiseii siax . den de music like damn lame . aniwae , ovr liaoo . yaYy !

went TM den kip bumping intu evan n dick ! lolls. ok shaddup . went pizza hut eat . my gawd lorrx . eunice like kann du lots of farni stuff . haahas. typical herr .

my blog iz saved by dear kwan agean ! haahas . thankk yeww =D

sandy - stoney

2005-02-06T04:32:00.000-08:00

i've cum t anada conclusion dat de name sandy n stoney iz absolutly horrible . ok stoney pls shaddup n nort make ani comments curs as far as im concerned . uMmx . nvm . yes vis , iits nort hu noes * iits HU KARES * yesyes . absolutely agreed . lolls. such an intelligent statement .

ive been suffering enuf during de whole of dinner last nyte . lolls. n kwan here has been such a dear t help mie make ma blog so ryte agean . yes thank eu . muackk =D

sandy h-a-t-e-s stoney .

ahHh

2005-02-04T10:49:00.000-08:00

deres dis so kute guy . my gawd . simpliee kute k . ji dao bth liaoo . had no tym t post dis lame crapp here but since dear kwan here iz helping mie wif de blog den . hahaaas . i shall blog .

bck t dat so kute guy . haahas . yes ! i lurve hiis eyes . hiis face . hiis expression . hiis everiting . lolls. but he likes dat arda gerl . uMmx . ok . lolls.

i stil lurve eu .

unfergettable

2005-01-28T19:32:00.000-08:00

eu were my farking bez fren
was i everr urs
wad makes eu tink
i trust anione more den eu
i had onli one n iit was eu
so iif one dae eu everr find a beta fren den mie
jurst rmb dat wad i gave eu iz de bez of wad i haf
n wad i were t eu was de bez dat i culd everr b

bwg

2005-01-27T23:47:00.000-08:00

waa . kel sae mie n cat idiots . t mie iits onli a joke kan fergif but t cat iits a diff ting . she damn ngri wif hiim . lolls. he now gort so mani taiji liaoo dunno wad he's tinking .

ad east point bajk kall kenny dua kee . den kenny oso nv kall dem aniting . regina kall hiim n told hiim dat dey bu shuang hiim so he tell her dey hum ji dat tym dun dare t beat steven . den regina go tell tengya . den tengya go tell dem . err .

so de nxt dae dey shouted ad hiim frm deir klass down t ours . he din even hear dem n tengya said he shouted bck ad dem . so dey dulan den find kenny . vis kel n bishen ad dere shouting dunno wad .

damn dulan . im jurst saeing t few ppl outt dere . hafing a double life sucks n wuld fark de life outta eu .

pathetic

2005-01-21T18:46:00.000-08:00

iif eu dun noe wad iz pathetic , eu kan noe iit frm here . iif eu read dats wad . im nort gonna deny dat i was once like dat . but like please gerl . iit aint de end of de world . yet .

ytd morning i went t mit joy dey all as usual . so i saw dat rocky hasnt came yet . den suddenli cat appeared n i was like * aye eu noe dat chanel sae wad nort * den cat was like * go find her larrhx *

den i ask rocky iif he wanted t cum . he was like suai bian . den i ask he wun ngri ryte . den he sae nort ad all . gud . curs he's smart n she's nort . realii n trueliee . i tink he break wif her curs she likes sum other ppl or smth . n iif she reali likes hiim den she shuldnt react in tis farni wae of hers saeing * dun let mie c eu agean * like . knt b frenz izzit ? aiyahh none of my business larrhx . i dun reali feel like caring boutt her after wad she didd aniwae . tis iz how iit happened t de detail .

we walked towardds her n den cat sueddenli disappeared . so i dragged melissa darling t her n wen i wanted t open my mouth t sae smth , cat suddenli * eu wan slap melissa izzit slap larrhx * lolls. den she ad dere stun tio . she kept denying dat she din sae dat n we pointed out dat she didd sae smth of dat sort t amos .

den corinne said * eu wan slap her slap her now or else we each gif eu one slap * den she didd smth dat made mie stop . she started crying . as in eyes going red n all dat . corinne added on * dun make ppl cry larrhx aiyoh * my god . even worse . after she left she was like screaming *CB ! BYTCHES ! * all dat rubbish .

thank God we din sae aniting of dat sort t her iif nort iit wuld b like we were in de rong . smart ryte . of curs larrhx dealing wif ppl like her . iz lidat de . im jurst stunned dat rocky din du aniting . no reaction wad so everr . maybiee curs he olreadi noes she's lidat eu c . lolls.

recess came n mie n melissa dragged amos t go find her . she was still complaining t her teacher . such a hypocryte . kann luff behind de teacher's bck . loser . we made iit clear . but we din tink de teacher was tuu convinced .

i had detention fer late cuming . curs of dat simon lorrx . wads da hell . my bck still pain k . blehx. nvm i fergif eu . - meant fer hiim . haahas . i literalie skipped chinese n wuyang was fuming mad . die larrhx . melissa had t ryte an essay saeing wad happened . i helped her ryte iit . i felt so so bad fer amos as he as shunned by hiis klass fer tis incident . so sorriee .

kan eu imagine iits nort lorrx i din lorrx . iits toatalie er xin . hueverr does aniting stewpid iz worth publishing here .

DUN KARE !

mie n eu

2005-01-17T21:50:00.000-08:00

7 years and 50 days the time is passing by nothing in this world could be, as nice as you and I and how could we break up like this? and how could we be wrong? so many years, so many days and I still sing my song

now i run to you, like i always do when i close my eyes, i think of you such a lonely girl, such a lonely world when i close my eyes, i dream i return to you, like i always do when i close my eyes, i think of you such a lonely girl, such a lonely world when i close my eyes i dream - of you

7 years and 50 days, now just look at me another girl like use to be so damn what do you see? and how could we break up like this? and how could we be wrong? so many years so many days and I still sing my song

now i run to you, like i always do when i close my eyes, i think of you such a lonely girl, such a lonely world when i close my eyes, i dream i return to you, like i always do when i close my eyes, i think of you such a lonely girl, such a lonely world when i close my eyes i dream - of you

7 years and 50 days the time is passing by nothing in this world could be, as nice as you and I and how could we break up like this? and how could we be wrong? so many years so many days and I still sing my song

now i run to you, like i always do when i close my eyes, i think of you such a lonely girl, such a lonely world when i close my eyes, i dream i return to you, like i always do when i close my eyes, i think of you such a lonely girl, such a lonely world when i close my eyes i dream - of you

diaoos

2005-01-16T16:05:00.000-08:00

i haf cum t a conclusion dat art sucks . i'v been drawing n sketching fer like de whole of ytd n todae n deres nort muach of progress . hMmx . maybiee im nort dat * artistic * or * creative * or * innovative * bahhs . LOL !

i'v jurst found outt dat im nort appreaciated by sumone . n fer dat i'v been tinking boutt all de bad tings i'v done . n i'v came up wif de fact dat i'v nort done aniting t hurt dat person n fer dat person t treat mie like tis . so dere . wadeverr iit iz i'v done . im sorriee .

2dae i went t tis other church . riverlife . de pastor was kinda entertaing . he tried singing linkin park's *wher i belong* or sumting . which he failed miserably . haahas . den he went on t preach Genesis de old testament on Cain n Abel de 2 brathas .

he was going on about Cain murdering Abel . i was tinking i were Abel n [he] was Cain . iit was asiif i were mentalli killed . iits kinda sad aint iit . eu dun understand ryte , iit doesnt matta curs i dunt noe wad im saeing either . typical mie . lolls. but yea babiee i still miss eu so bad .

melissa

2005-01-14T15:40:00.000-08:00

ytd darling came my hse .. remind mie of zesheng .. haahas .. den we went t cat's hse in de afternoon .. n met eunice dere .. lolls.

koolness lorrx she n rocky plaed pool .. pro or lucky i dunno .. haahas .. den i realise i din get melissa darlingg aniting fer her burfdaee .. so mie n cat went t buy a cake .. lolls. de cake soooo nice siax .. realiiii .. haahas ..

wishing melissa darlingg a happie happie belatedd 14th burfdaee =) i lurve eu darlingg !!

regrets

2005-01-13T21:56:00.000-08:00

mind's made up . im all set . eu'v started tis war . dun fergett .
i'v made up my mind dat iif eu wanna plae iit tis wae so b iit . f-i-n-e . i dun gif a damn no more . iif dats wad eu wan . B-Y-E !

kant belieff iit .. joseph 2 tym my dearr cat .. wif her own cousin .. hAiz .. jerkin .. n i tot he was de nicest dere tuu .. tot rong bahh ..

precious eu r .. dwelling in my memoriee .. n yes babiee , i lurve eu tuu . iif oni eu knew ..

smoking

2005-01-11T23:50:00.000-08:00

dere'r loads of ppl arnd mie hu smoke . passive smokers . sum kan stop de habit n sum haf olreadi stopped .

wad i dun understand iz dat wy du ppl like t go arnd telling other ppl claiming dat dey touched a cigeratte or haf been mixing arnd wif ppl hu has been smoking . iit aint kool . iits dumb . pure dumbness . duHh !

dey come up t mie n like . * wei gort cigeratte nort ? * which obviously i dun haf . since im nort a smoker . tis iz damn stewpid . iits frigging lame . trying t get attention . please grow up .

missing eu

2005-01-11T17:58:00.000-08:00

i . m i s s . e u . s o . m u a c h

i wonderr .. du eu everr , haf eu everr tot of mie .. i guess nort . but i fer one , olwaex n olwaex m tinking of eu .

i miss eu .
i nid eu .
i wan eu .

weneverr i was alone . i tink of eu . weneverr im surrounded by frenz . i tink wher r eu . weneverr im troubled . eu were dere t help mie out . weneverr i was sad . onli eu culd make mie smile . weneverr i tot i wuld burst . i tot of ur luffta . till now , i haf onli truly trusted eu . n onli eu .

being lonely , being scared , being afraid i nided ur care . iits tymx like dese wen i olwaex tink of eu . n i wonderr iif eu everr did tink of mie .

i din make out tis endin . i aint gonna try fergetting eu . iit aint even worth trying . babiee tell mie tis isnt fer real . tell mie dat i havent lost eu . onli eu noe wad iits like t b mie . or r eu denying iit . ='s

hell pit

2005-01-09T02:02:00.000-08:00

Guess wad happened on fridae ? My klass punks were plaeing bball ad de 149 court n tamil daddie went along t find dem . Wen he saw dem plaeing he of curs wanted t join in yea ?

So junjie was like * heYy blackie kan plae mehh ? * tamil was like one on one larrx .

wen jun jie lost n tamil gort tu plae wif skinny . Ad furxz skinny sae he c tamil bu shuang marrx . Den wen dey plaeing dat tym he kepy pushing tamil . Den tamil gort de natural reaction n fought bckk . He reached out one hand n placed iit on skinny’s neck . But I dun tink it was reali strangling bahh . n skinny didd de same tu hiim .

Eu may tink iits bad ad tis point . But Wad gary didd was even worse . He jurst went straight up tu tamil n punched hiim in de face . My God . if I were dere ……

Den de police came n all dat shiit . Wen dat was happening I was hafing dance so I din noe . But steven travun n steve kalled mie . I was like . Wads rong wif dem ?

so after dance steve kalled n said * dun ngri horrx * I was like .. Wtf happened ? So iit ended up like datt . Dey happie larrx .
Wy murst iit b my klass ppl dey’r hafing problems wif aniwae ? Tis sucks . Totallie .

klass of o5'

2005-01-03T21:49:00.000-08:00

furz dae of skool . KNS ! get caught fer hair den saw keng cut weiyao's tail off . haahas .

den de stewpid jinwei kip irritating mie n shem lorrs . like veh farni lidat .

o4' - o5`

2005-01-01T21:20:00.000-08:00

aHhh .. i lurve my klass .. *ahem* i mean sec2 nort sec3 ..well .. haahas .. 2e1 rawks biig tym kkaex .. i lurve eu guys shoooo muachh k !

ad furz i couldnt make iit de .. den steven kalled my ah-bu marrx .. den she ad dere seh seh lorrx .. den she sae wad ask travun curs she dunno wad dun belief mie or sum shit .. haahas .. den last minute i kan go .. yayy !

mie shem shar steven travun khy hong lizheng pangcheng kenny leonard lucas seekai royston willfred n sotong were dere .. muackk i lurve eu rawkerrz ..

lolls. we went t catch *kung fu hustle* furz den went t de singapore riverr or smth t past tym .. haahas .. sho mani ppl ad dere .. nort as muach as orchard larrx buthen still counted alot bahh .. yeaps ..

den ad dere haf t wait fer tym t fly fer like an hour n a half b4 new year so went t buy lots n lots of dose spray cans .. esp lucas .. steven n lizheng bought sho mani tuu .. lolls. n dey used dem up real fast .. haahas =)

all of us were like hafing a 2e1 vs 3e1 battle .. haahas .. like 10 overr vs charlie one person .. lolls. buthen aiyahh .. hu osho noe he sure lose de .. n of curs he didd larrx .. den we bought ice creams n b4 we jknew iit was olreadii like midnyte .. yeaps .. koolness ..

we went t buy sum more spray cans .. nth t du marrx .. haahas .. den lizheng toking t hiis 20 year old g/f .. wahahaa .. so ke aii siax .. den ppl hu we dun even noe came n started spraying us .. errrrr .. haahas .. dun larrx ..

den b4 i went bck mie n travun plaed datt so stewpid game .. ArM wReStLiNg .. HA ! .. i lost .. haahas .. i mean of curs larrx .. duHh lorrx .. den seekai's father gave mie a life home ..

awww .. storie ends here .. sho sad ryte .. wan cry liaoo .. maybie abit tuu emotinal bahh .. haahas .. I LURVE EU GUYS FEREVERR !!

waiting -

2004-12-20T01:02:00.000-08:00

waiting .. waiting .. n waiting sum more .. wad de shiit ?

i was waiting fer my brother t order hiis damned food fer 45 mins .. iif datt iiz nort enuf i was waiting wiif my mother nxt t de excalator in TM . kan eu belief how stewpud de situation was .. kan eu belief how tiis shiit came about ?

well , my *darling* brother went t de arcade t plae hiis stewpid lame games while mie n my mother was in converse .. den we went t eat n my brother saiid he was nort hungry .. so wadeverr ..wen we were abt t go home he saiid he wanted t get smth t eat . so we lett hiim get hiis shit . we waited n waited . n were like .. so freaking pissed wen he turned up after half an hour .

ok so we were gonna get bck home n watch *eu'v gort mail* den ..

mother : eu eat plain rice !?
nat : wy in de world wuld i eat plain rice ? gort curry wad .
mother : den wy didd eu order plain rice ?
nat : didd i ?
mother : *pissed off* den eu wan go change nort ? quick larrx ur sister gonna die of frustration olreadi .. [ which i was ]

so he went up t de fourth floor agean n went t *change* hiis curry rice . waited fer 15mins i bth liaoo .. kall hiis damned hp which he claimed had no money so he hung up . FINE ! i being a gud n patient person went up t find hiim n hiis godamn curry rice .

i found hiim ad long johns' . he was standing n leaning against de wall nxt t de counter . den he saw mie n saiid * jie help mie tell dem i wan my rice * i was like .. WTF ?

mie : excuse mie kan eu gif hiim hiis rice ?
woman : wait a minute.

i gave her de damn face . sibei dulan . den i saw hiim* . gud . he went t get my brother's *curry rice* . after 10mins he came outt wiif de CURRY . wher de hell was de rice ? AHHHHHH .. kan eu belief how stewpid tis iiz ..wen i went outt of de place much lataa .. dere was tis gerl ringing de bell .. n i was like ? r eu sure dey'r datt gud ?

tiis iz de worse of de worse case of customers service ive everr .. experienced .. i bet tis iz worse den alvis's shiit .. haahas .. lolls. wadeverr . AHHHHHHHHHHH !

SiNgAp0rE |d0L -

2004-12-01T09:30:00.000-08:00

didd yuu guys watch singapore idol ? iif yuu didd den have ani of yuu even realised tis fact ?

de judges NV once said dat Sly wuld b de singapore idol once .. but dey've said dat t Taufik like .. 6 tymz !!de second song Sly sang was like .. i tink he wasnt even singing .. it was asiif he was actualli screaming .. *ahem* no offence yea .. xD but i lurve hiim !! i tinkk he'L b a great hiit even after de singapore idol ..

Olinda !! siao siax .. she even saez dat she'L vote fer Taufik wen Sly iz oso her peer .. how can she do dat .. iits so tormenting .. n she saez her frenz will oso b voting fer Taufik .. like .. dats so straightforward .. iit saez dere in de newspapers everi wher .. woahh . . .

jo's ad de stadium now .. she claims dat its chaos dere .. n guess wad ? she came all de wae to my hse [ 2 blks awae ] fer 2daes juz to ransack my whole closet t look fer *pinkk clothes to wear t indoor todae ..haahas .. great ! now i have t clean up de mess .. hahaas ..

aniwae .. its kinda obvious dat de judges wan Taufik t wiin .. but den agean .. i kan b wrong though .. hMmx .. wad do yuu tink ?Sly & Taufik r both winners !! dey rawkk !! ^-^ agreed ?i tinkk Taufik iz sure t wiin !!

we'L waiit n c .. * Grnz *

fashion -

2004-12-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

iif yuu r gerls or guyys .. yuu'd wanna hear tis .. well .. dats all of yew ryte ? unless yuu're homo or smth .. well aniwae ..

ive heard frm my dance instructor dat dere r alot of fashions n styles in Singapore dese daes .. well .. i guess dey r sum sort true .. de fashion iz PINK !! ok .. dats nort de pointt ..

my dance instructor iz a man .. n gud ting he aint into tis fashion tinggy .. cuz iif he was .. im gonna freakk outt .. rela badd .. hahaas xD aniwae .. he said dat de guys/men fashion todae was t show of deir pubic haiir .. *disguisted* i din belief hiim till i saw one magazine dat .. revealed de model's *ahem* like .. EWW !! can yuu belieff itt ?

he oso said dat gerls/women dese daes like t wear hipsters either jeans or skirts .. n wy may yuu ask .. simply t show off deit butt cracks .. n *ahem* it aint dat nice t look down n c sumone's butt crack or even sum ting like a dark hole dere ..

i came across tis adiddas store .. n tis woman maybiee ad de age of her late 20s .. she wad wearing a hipster jeans .. de jeans was nice .. dat was till she bent down t try on a shoe .. y-u-c-k ! half her butt was exposed .. ewwww .. n im nort exageratting ..

bhb -

2004-11-28T20:28:00.000-08:00

recently de number of bhb ppl has been on de rise . check out friendster iif yuu do nort belief mie .

sum ppl have changed deir names to *chiobu or *yandao . sum hu share blogs even putt * chiobu n yandao * like .. haloe !?

omg ! i've seen sum of dose * yandao n *chio ppl . n like . heck no r dey wad dey kall demselves . n furthermore dey usuallie put smth like dey dun wanna mit anione hu r bytches sluts whores or bastards n tings lidat . n sum even ryte dat dey dun wan to mit bhb ppl . i've been wondering hu's de bhb person here yea ?

diaoos . . .have yuu seen sum fotos in deir profile ? sum r even supposed to b sensored . lolls. sum r near being sensored . hu wuld wanna put deir sensored *bodie in frenster aniwae ? maybie dey wan sumone * chio to represent deir face on frenster . get wad i mean ?

dots . . . .hahaas .. tis wan's realii farni .. its abt tis gerl .. its nort dat i dislike her .. its juz dat her profile name suckx .. realii .. kiss mie ? oh please .. =Z harlow !? heard frm her klassmates dat she puts makeup in klass .. iz dat true .. eeeekk !! no wonder so mani ppl doesnt like yuu .. yuu're fake gerl !

sorriee . . . . .

rumours -

2004-11-27T01:12:00.000-08:00

heard tis song bout .. ok its title iz rumours . its supposedly toking bout rumours . its extremly true . unlike sum songs which has no meaning n has no end . tis wan has .

hearing tis i came to realise dat sum ppl arnd mie olwaez spread rumours bout anione to make de person look bad . or to make demselves look gud . either or both of dese tings r done by ppl hu either tink too higly of demselves or r JURST jealous bout de other party .

wy nort gif dem little room to breathe ? yeaa .. of cuz .. how wuld yuu like it iif tis moron started rumours bout yuu . it'L suckk . aniwae , nobodi's prefectttt !!im been thru dese shit mani a tymz b4 . it juz totalli freaky . juz respect ppl's privacy . well its de best ting to do yea ? ((=

warning : avoid dese kinda ppl . dey're juz sickk in de head or smth . dey juz wan de attention .

dey suck ur blood .

fone kalls -

2004-11-26T16:12:00.000-08:00

life iz full of crap . n de reason iz cuz itz full of crappers . r yuu glad yuu r one of dem ?

f r e a k s . . .

didd yuu eva recieve a fone kall . n tis sum one kalls yuu in de middle of de nyte . or shuld i sae in de middle of de morning . ad 4 plus ? heckk no ? gud . .

cuz i recieved tis kall ad 1 plus ytd . ok fine . im still awake . tok awhile ok . den he kalls bckk ad 3plus saying he knt sleep . like .. SO !?!? it doesnt mean i knt ok .

ahhHh ! agean ad 4 tis JOKER msges mie n tells mie he hasnt slept n hav i slept . fer dose of yuu hu dun noe . my fone it on everidae n its usuallie ad level 5 . so DUN wake mie up in de middle of de nyte cuz of sum LAME conversations .

den tis moron kalled mie cuz i DIN reply . n he didd so ad 5 plus n 7 plus . in de end . I DIN GET A WINK OF SLEEP . arghhhhhhhhhhh . . .

nort asiif tis was badd . de nxt dae . which means todae . as in 25th nov . i had to wake up ad 830 for skool . dat totallie sux . so dead tired . aniwae de same shit happened ad skool .

anada joker kalled mie . . . .

fren[1]* heYy wad yuu doing now ? *
mie * wy leiis ? i ad skool *
fren[1] * orhx . wait arrs **** wan tell yuu smth *
mie * orhx *
after waiting fer a while .

fren[1] * sorrie he asks yuu kall him bckk *
de line goes dead .

ok . de problem iz hu iz de HIM* .

sick ppl r lidat . dey do nort tell yuu properli wad dey want yuu to do . n leave all tis shit like a guessing game . n in de end yuu get it frm dem .

he kalls bckk .

fren[1] * i ask yuu kall ryte *
mie * yuu oso nv tell mie hu iz de he *
fren[1] * yuu dunno mehhx *mie * heck no *
line goes dead .wadss de freaking problem wiif dem !?

fren[2] * didd i ask yuu to kall mie *
mie * hu r yuu *
fren[2] * huhh *
mie * yuu din ask fren[1] to ask mie to kall yuu ? *
fren[2] * didd i ? waitt . . *line goes dead .
fren[1] * oeii kall bckk *line goes dead .mie * halo ? *
fren[2] * so hu r yuu ? *
mie * freaking shaddup or try to make sense wen yuu're toking ! or else juz stuff ur knucles upp ur arse n turn left ! *

iif yuu guessed . I HUNG UP . tis shit kan happen 4 tymz in a dae . its juz lame . de nxt tym ppl do tis to yuu juz hang up n dem or ask dem to make sense in deir speech . cuz tis shit totallie SUCKS !